Thoughts... with Cygan

There are just too many videos and adds for 5 gum and Ron Paul on YouTube these days. I love gum and I don’t really know too much about Ron Paul’s policy at the moment. It isn’t a matter of hating either gum or man, it is just a fact of seeing the same add ALL THE TIME or just another version of the same thing to the right of my videos gets a little annoying. Let’s hope these adds don’t last as long as 5’s intense flavor.

(Source: whatabeautifulchaos)

While I am pondering the existence of myself, I realize an important thing, I am not more special than any, I repeat any, other person in this world. You may say that this is a simple concept but it isn’t when you go into detail in this topic.

All humans see the world in first view prospective. The importance of this is that we receive our input, through of sense, think and then process that output through a change in thought and action. This process, although the components change from person to person, is the frame work of our identity. This is the starting of branching and bringing different people together.

Sometimes we see other people act in a fashion that we feel is uncalled for. How can we make that statement without experiencing EVER SINGLE THING that the certain individual has been exposed to? Man stubs his toe and yells, “FUCK!”. We decide that they overreact to this incident. Little do we know, this man was in a car crash earlier this morning and that set him up to be irritable. The fact that we didn’t understand our surroundings made us decide something before being fully informed of the situation.

All people are able to form positive and negative feelings. The magnitude and the behavior that we express is different but they are just the simple outcome of their current position. So I ask the question now what is going on but why it is going on and how it came to this. This requires us to use thought and lose our senses, which is a relax we tend not to do. So when you see someone that is in a strange state, don’t ask what they are doing ask what drives them to do this.

A lot of people say that the smiling is contaigous and I personally believe that this is true.

I have no idea if I am able to write but here goes nothing. I am currently two hours into my sleep meds and they are kicking in, HARD. I am currently eating brownies and snickers while sipping on live wire. The drink tastes funny for some reason. I am listening to sped up and slow down songs. It is not helping the whole I feel fucked up vib right now. 

I had to plans to write to my dad in a Christmas card but I don’t think my shaky hand is able to do such at task at the time. I wanted to game and work one out to just make it a simple night. It seems it is a little too late for that to happen. 

I have quotes and ideas just swarming in my head. I think I am surrounded by beautiful women. Well not currently but I mean like just around me in general. Sadly, this seems to be more of a challenge than any sort of blessing. 

Party rock sped up is bonkers. I remember the quote from Harry Potter, “There is no good or evil, there is only power and the people who take it.” In ways I think this statement is more true than false. I wonder if this is the case with God and the Devil? If Satan overthrew God would he be good? (Even though this could never happen) It brings questions. Like if the Soviets or Nazis won in the Cold War or WWII. I generally like the outcome of things so far. 

Do I hate myself if I hate people that hate people that are different than themselves? It seems we are so focused on wondering why other people perform a certain way but yet if is perfectly fine for us to not poke at our own selves. 

I think our sex behavior speaks a lot about a person’s social behavior. I wonder what I speak to others? What can I get from others if this statement is true? Well I wrote a little and grew a little. I’m to call it a night. Until again. 

“We love death. The U.S. loves life. That is the difference between us two.”

-Osama Bin Laden-

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It’s time to be happy with me. All of me.

(Source: andreapingel)